| OK.. so heres whats really going on..
i like josh.. i do. i think. i dont wanna mess up our friendship. i really really dont.. and im scared to love again. cause last time it didnt end too well... i miss him, i really do.. and im kinda jealous about his new gf (who absolutely hates me). i miss the way i could go to him and just have him hold me.. no questions asked. and the way he would look into my eyes and say baby i love you.. i never felt akward around him. and im afraid of feeling akward w/ the new josh.. and i dont wanna get myself into something that i cant get myself out of w/o hurting him. i dont like hurting ppl.. it makes me feel really bad.
umm.. what else.. |
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